Christmas

It has been an emotional last 2 weeks. I started estrace and progesterone for 14 days to jump start my period. It was also Christmas week. I went to work on fri before Christmas to find out a friends son pass away from cancer at the age of 16. I burst into tears. I cried all day. Hold it together on the job then cried during every break. Then Christmas eve a guy in another shift left early so he can be there for his sons first Christmas. He was killed by a drunk driver. Found out yet again at work. Shed a few tears but not all day like fri.
I am waiting for my period I haven't had one in 5 years. It's not going to be pretty :'(

I had a nice Christmas considering everything that happened. I got a t shirt that said All I want for Christmas is a bun in the oven. I got the green socks for myself and mom got me a smurf. Theres a funny thing about the smurf when I am taking the estrace next month at some point I will be inserting it vaginally and they always call it the smurf because you ooze blue down there.lol

GGGRRRRR

I have a fertility condition that I have had from birth and my insurance won't pay for anything. I went to my gyn to get the blood work done as a non infertility codes and she said no. I have been going to her for years and she couldn't help me when I needed her. I have one more chance with my arthritis Dr to get the stuff done before I have to pay out of pocket for everything. The RE wants to charge $1400 for the hsg test. I just want to get pregnant!!!