Meds Came

My meds came in this week. Also I got some turtle socks. Here they are.

Saline ultrasound

I did my su last mon. It was very uncomfortable and sore. I took a xanex before I went.lol I was late I got the times wrong and was an hour late. It was very informal and the Dr was talking to the u/s tech like she was teaching them about ks. She was as clueless as everyone else. I made it through it. She told me that I need one more period and make an appointment for blood and ultrasound on day 3 to start a cycle. I start meds for that today. But I have been bleeding almost all week since the su. I finally stopped on Sat. Boy have I been sore and dry all week. I took a over the counter stuff for yeast because I was so dry and I ws on antibiotics all week to ward off any infection that might happen from the sa. I feel like the estrace I have been on has been doing something because my boobs have been sore for the last couple of days. I have been taking estrace twice a day since before Christmas. I do hope I can get my lining up high enough so I can transfer by the end of Feb or beginning of March. I want to be pregnant with my surrogate friend A. I haven't told anyone on fb that I am ttc myself yet. They all think I am looking for a new surrogate. I have found some good friends in a private group of infertiles. They have been very encouraging and know what I am going trough somewhat. They have been going through treatments for many years and I am just starting out. So here's to a starting my first cycle today!!!!  

Saline Ultrasound today

I am set to go in for a saline ultrasound today. This wouldn't be bad if I didn't get a head cold yesterday. So this is going to be more uncomfortable than normal since I can't lay flat and breath. I get to meet the Dr today as well. I had a fit because the first Dr I talked to seemed to think I can transfer in a month and this one thinks I won't I have to wait 3 months.

bye bye aunt flo

I ended my af yesterday. It lasted only a few days. I am now ready to grow my uterus so I can do the fet. I am on estrace twice a day. I go in on mon for a saline ultrasound to check out my uterus from the inside I think that's what they are doing. I hope this works I want a baby so bad.

miss comunications

So there is a lot of miss comunication right now. My nurse coordinater quit just after I was put on meds to get my period. I thoought it wasn't going to work but it just took longer to work. My re is no in charge of my case he was only there to get me to stay with the office. The new dr is head of ivf and she told me to go off all meds wich freaked me out. I called the first re uset and he told me to go back on meds and go in for u/s in 2 weeks. Then U got a call from the new nurse saying that the head of ivfwants mee to go in for a saline sonogram and I won't have the transfer for at least 3 or 4 mmonths. That's if my hormones get high enough. I am so confused and upset right now.
I got an email saying my medical records have been shipped out to me today. I asked if I can go on the pump protical and do the fet after I ovulate? I told her I needed an opinion from someone that knows about ks. Hopefully she gets back to me with a yes. If I can I will have the best of both worlds. I get to go to Boston and meet the head Mass generals re department. He knows ks better than anyone else. And I could give it the best try with my embabies.

Christmas

It has been an emotional last 2 weeks. I started estrace and progesterone for 14 days to jump start my period. It was also Christmas week. I went to work on fri before Christmas to find out a friends son pass away from cancer at the age of 16. I burst into tears. I cried all day. Hold it together on the job then cried during every break. Then Christmas eve a guy in another shift left early so he can be there for his sons first Christmas. He was killed by a drunk driver. Found out yet again at work. Shed a few tears but not all day like fri.
I am waiting for my period I haven't had one in 5 years. It's not going to be pretty :'(

I had a nice Christmas considering everything that happened. I got a t shirt that said All I want for Christmas is a bun in the oven. I got the green socks for myself and mom got me a smurf. Theres a funny thing about the smurf when I am taking the estrace next month at some point I will be inserting it vaginally and they always call it the smurf because you ooze blue down there.lol

GGGRRRRR

I have a fertility condition that I have had from birth and my insurance won't pay for anything. I went to my gyn to get the blood work done as a non infertility codes and she said no. I have been going to her for years and she couldn't help me when I needed her. I have one more chance with my arthritis Dr to get the stuff done before I have to pay out of pocket for everything. The RE wants to charge $1400 for the hsg test. I just want to get pregnant!!!