Boston

I went with high hopes that everything was work and I was going to ovulate. Well it hasn't happened that easily. That's my life. I have always had to fight and work harder than anyone else to get what I want and need. Why should this be any differently.
They tried to set up the pump in my arm. I have very bad veins!! After 4 very painful sticks they got a vain. I was getting blood draws every day to check my hormone levels and after 2 days it wasn't going up. The vain wasn't letting the meds go through and I got a hot lump in front of the iv line. So tried another vain on the other arm. It lasted 4 days and it did the same thing a big bulge in front of the iv line. Now they put it in the stomach. I only had 2 days left before I leave. Not enough time to see if it worked. I went home knowing that they were probably going to up the meds and add a hcg shot in hopes it works. If it doesn't work than I go to injectables and pay out of pocket for everything.
I am mad I want to scream at the top of my lungs Why does my life have to be harder than everyone else!!!!!!!
I am hoping that the new dose starts working and I will get what I really wanted and dreamed for my hole life.