Thur

I have an u/s on thur to see if I have any follicles. I got a call from the Dr in Boston yesterday she said if the meds don't work than the study is over. I am so angry I want to cry. How is it that my body just doesn't want to work the way it's suppose to? I don't feel anything different other than my boobs are a little bigger. I was hoping this would work and I could be pregnant by the end of the summer. I went through all this pain from killing my veins for nothing. I gritted my teeth through the pain and smiled like it didn't hurt but it did and  still dose. I'm not good at words but will do the best I can to get the feelings out. I Have had to stop everything every day at 2:40pm to give blood and it has to be on time and Everyday!!! My super squirter vein is getting scar tissue and they have to use other veins and one blew up and the other is strained because of the other study in MD last month and hurt very very bad giving blood from. I am running out of veins to use. That's all I can say for now because I can't see through the tears!!!